Something is changing

The last few months have been exactly the same when it comes to my own behaviour, I still sleep super late, I still eat like shit, I still forget to study (and even write these posts).

However, things are feeling somewhat different lately.

Even though I am sleeping around 4 hours a day, I still wake up with much more energy than I used to have before. People are starting to approach me, which feels weird because in the past I was pretty much by myself all the time. I am being invited to hang out, eat out, watch movies, study and so many other activities.

It just feels entirely random, I dont feel like I’ve been working on myself, If anything, I’m just a worse version of myself.

It still makes me really happy that things like this can happen out of nowhere, and it gives me hope on what might happen in the future.

I feel like I’m slowly getting happier, and it makes me even more grateful for all the people who were for me when things were worse. (I even changed my themes to light mode instead of dark mode lol).

I’m gonna use this period of time to fully enjoy everything and maybe even gather the motivation to tackle a new hobby (which I’m going to document here). I will also try to write more often, its somewhat therapeutic.

I also need to do my Anki cards…